my boys at 37 weeks

here are my boys both at 37 weeks! i have a belly book for each son and have tried my best to take a picture of my belly every week during pregnancy. little did i know, this was my last of lawton because i had him the next week! i noticed this morning on the way to the gym that i had on the same outfit as i had in lawton's book, so i wanted to compare...

wyatt looks pretty high up there huh? i went to my two drs last week. my OB said no dilation, but that he is very low. well, i could have told him that by the way he moves! my fetal specialist said he was around 6.2 pounds and i was thrown off a bit. i thought he would be bigger, but you never know with those things. she later told me that she wanted to measure my fluid because 3 weeks ago i was good, but borderline. this time i was in the safe zone. i didn't know what that meant and she said most cleft babies have a harder time taking in the fluid compared to other children which makes sense. i am glad she didn't tell me 3 weeks ago so that i stayed away from google! i have to admit, it was bittersweet to say goodbye to everyone there. they go through your journey with you and i made some friends along the way. i promised to take wyatt to visit ;)

i go back this friday to my OB to check dilation and decide weather i want to induce.

i have been very adamant about him coming when he wants to and for the fun of the surprise. the more i think about it, the more i want my doctor to be there for this particular birth. last time, i could have cared less because i didn't know what to expect. i think i need someone who i know, plus, i have only seen one doctor this whole time since i was 18 weeks. last week he was out of the country and the woman i saw kinda pushed my decision. as i was looking and talking to her, all i could think was, i really don't see you delivering my baby. i want dr. lucas. SO, we'll see. decisions need to be made soon. i have a few nights to toss and turn about it but know my heart will lead me in the right direction.

damn, i was kinda hoping my water would break in the HT for a good story. LIKE MY FRIEND ERIN, EXCEPT HERS WAS IN A FOOD LION ;)