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Thursday, April 19, 2012

the truth

our bodies are amazing. they are stronger than you think. women and men can create a child - just incredible!! your mind can do a lot to your body as well...

enter: stress.

even though i am on some great meds (:)), i bumped it down to half a pill last week juuust to see.

well, i had an eye twitch ALL week. so annoying. how do you get eye twitches? stress.

this week i am taking a whole pill.

before and even after my appointments this week, i have had a hard time breathing. i felt this way at the beginning of my pregnancy because i was so worried. what causes this? anxiety.

yesterday as i was about to get out of the car at the TCBY after my last appointment of the week (i celebrate everything with TCBY - ask my mom - have done this since i was 10), i saw it.

GRAY HAIR-S!!!

i admit, i have been in denial. jack has salt and pepper hair and it is hot. my friends have said they have gray hair, and i have always said "oh, i am sure i do too, i have just been dying my hair since i was 14"....not truly believing i actually DID!!! denial.

so, there you go.

eye twitches, breathing issues and gray hairs. all at 31.

jeez.

2 comments:

  1. Girl, I've had gray since forever! A friend found my first one when she was braiding my hair when I was 16!!! I have to get it colored every five weeks, no, not for fun, but to color my almost entire head of gray hair!! And it's not easy getting a natural brown color. It still always pulls a hint of red that I can't stand. Boo. My mom didn't start coloring until she was 35! Jealous! You're lucky you've only found a few so far.

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  2. oh ashley that makes me feel a lot better!!! i was shocked....time to get it colored ;((

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